Well shit its been forever sense I've done anything here. Well lets see alots changed. Im living in middletown, CT and Im done with NETTTS or trucking school. I've had my Class A liscense sense last year and am currently driving. Im working for a company called Connecticut Cable Construction and Maitanence OR CCCM for short lol. I haul they're machines to job sites and then help depending on the crew putting cable or pipe for the cable in the ground. Its very physical and tiring but fun as well. Ive been working there for a lil over 10 months now so thats cool. Winters on its way so I gotta save up money to survive and thats not easy at times ^_^;;. OH and the best news of all is Amber and I are still together. Itll be our 16 month anniversary on October 17th. Its been very hard for both of us sense my parents tryed to kill everything and almost won BUT thanks to Ambers parents and most of all Amber herself, we've managed and our still together. We have had the worst times of our relationship during these 6 months were we arent suppose to see each other. Things have happened that most people would question why either of us have stayed together. Well lets just say love is something thats dagerous and strong. You can abuse it and use it, do whatever you want with it at times when you really feel something strong towards another person. But when Amber and I are together love is so different from most relationships. We have hurt each other to the deepest point where most couples would crumble and just wither away, and yet we are still together, we have learned so much about each other and everyone else and how our relationship is working out. So let me just say this, you can always fall but when two people in love get pissed at each others mistakes and our willing to fix them and their anger is combined to help each other out and everything the love is so powerful its pretty much unstoppalble and breakable and thats what Amber and I are. We are almost done with our journey and everythings finally starting to arise and we both are climbing up a mountain that seemed to have no end but now we are finally seeing the light in the distance and a lil peak slowly getting bigger. Amber and I are one and I love her with all my heart, always and forever. She knows Im always going to be here for her and Ill never leave her side. I truely love her and nothings going to stop me from showing it. So with that said and done I hope everyone finds someone they love and when they do never leave their side no matter what. Mistakes happen but if both are willing to fix them and make sure it doesnt happen again then leaving is the worst option out there. Always try and regain your footing and keep climbing when you realize how much togetherness means and how love truely works nothing is unreachable. I learned that with Amber its been the most amazing relationship Ive ever had and I hope down the road the end of this one and the begining of a totally new one will begin with marriage. I love you Amber with all my heart, always and forever and I hope we are together for life. You are my world, my angel, my life, you are truely my only one sense the begining, till now, till the end of my life, for eternity.

Yours truely
Jem